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2010-05-13T10:12:00.000-07:00

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2010-04-11T07:15:00.001-07:00

i duno how to type this post out cos
i'm feeling rather sad.
but firstly i got to say, deyi band!
we close th stadium at 2008 w. those 3 awards,
now, weopen th indoor stadium w. those 3 awards again
and ytd, we rock-ed th whole stadium,
from th right to th left, from th top to th bottom!
all those scoldings, tough times and hard work,
tedious and exhuasted trainings had come to an end
there's no way we could bring everything back again
but this, will always be a memorable and awesome history in my mind,
in my whole life.
th graduates are also leaving us, this might we th last performance
we're performing w. them, last syf going through w. each other
last cheer, last tears, last laughters w. th graduates.
and th v. last teasing w. each other.
in 2012, we will still make you proud!
___________________________________
i am so sad/ tired.
shall not elaborate any further.
i am missing you! (:

Caramel.

2010-04-04T07:25:00.000-07:00

(:(:(:
Heheheheheh!
it's been sucha a long time ever since i blog right!!
cause stupid blogger don't allow me to blog things
stupid idiot.
):
i cannot take it already luh!
i keep falling alseep during my SS lesson
which i think it will cause my friends want to sleep
cause they see me sleeping like a log in class right!
still remember a time before math lesson
was sleeping like a log during th test, seriously,
i do finish already, jus that gt a lot of time
then i sleep
then wake me up to hand up
then i sleep, they wake me up and talk to me
then i slp, they wake me up cause of mr lee's lesson!
my god luh!
i hate Mouth-shape bees flying in my ear, bugging me th whole day.
i seriously got to rant
what's th problem w. me completing my stuffs and do my own things?
since i do finish my stuffs, why can't i do my own things?
zzz
hate my mom ttm!!!
when father said she's naggy, she jus don't want to admit.
th fact is naggy what.
wah, irritating
all th parents th same luh.
maybe, some are not.
keep repeating th same sentence.
shhhhh!
i wanna blog everything out.
and, lastly, shall blog more tmr
I HATE MY MOM TODAY TTM!
shhhhh!

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2010-03-26T06:31:00.000-07:00

):
OMG,i am so hellshit high!
:D
cause i'm listening to adam lambert - if i had you!
but k luh, still quite sad.
don't talk bout it alr.
i seriously, still hate th sight of you
why you keep appearing in front of my god damn eye?
really, why?
sorry, i should not be harsh to you.
maybe, i shall accept th facts that smth is wrong
cos you keep appearing infront of me..

i love you.
i really love you
but do you love me?
i duno why i keep thinking of you.
cos i jus wan you
i also duno why i jus feel like crying over fr you.
because i love you.
i still remembered that i had this dream
it's about losing you.
i dunwan to lose you.
i jus wan you
i wan you to keep your promise.
i still remember what's th promise
you've given me and wan me to accept it.
and so, w.o hesitation i accepted it.
but i guessed, i've to let you go this time,
cos you love me no more.
(you will then treasure someone when you lose them..)

Ti Amo

2010-03-24T09:26:00.000-07:00

):
damn it
i am so fuckuppppppppp STRESSED!
i feel like surrender my fate.
seriously, tired and stressed.
tell me, who would buy this lousy life of mine?
anyway, AIYAH SHUTUP LUH
i am fucking tired.
shitz tired, JUST MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY!
byebyebyebyebeyebyebyebyebyebyebye
HUMPH! DON'T TALK DON'T TALK LUH! LIAO BU QI!
STILL SAY WHAT FR PERSONAL REASON, DON'T ASK SO MUCH!
HUMPHHHH. MAKE PPL SAD ONLY.
NOW I MADE YOU HATE ME BY ME WRITING THESE!
HUMPH, LIAO BU QI, LIAO BU QI, LIAO BU QI, LIAO BU QI
taoyanni!

Heart Heart Heartbreak - Boys like girls.

2010-03-22T10:19:00.000-07:00

And most importantly,
keep smiling because life's a beautiful thing
& there's jus so much to smile about (:

some days, i wished things would turn out differently..
i've millions of "why" in my head now
isn't that what most of th people will be having now?
i am so tired tired tired this today
and well, it's a bad sign right?
th first day of term 2?
let alone th morning part.
made me even more tired.
i wish i could hug my bolster to sleep forever.
even till one day i die,
i will still wanna slp in my bed
cause when you're sleeping, this is th time to let
you mind and your heart rest.
(:
i have this song stuck in my head th whole day today.
Charice Ft Iyaz - Pyramid
anyway, i am tired, i wanna slp now
so sorry.
shall post.........
when i have th time.
shall be a long time i guess..
(:
so sorry again.
bye! (:
I always think of you before I fall asleep.
The words you said, the way you looked.
The things we laughed about, the silent moments we shared.
And when I dream, I’ll dream of you; cause it’s about you,
it’s always about you.

moe lover

2010-03-20T19:34:00.000-07:00

Damn!
had a super scary nightmare ytd.
till i almost tear.
and this is how much i love you.
):
if only you know how terrified am i..

Ever have that one person in your life that you just can’t give up on, the one person that can screw you over time after time, yet you always seem to give them another chance? And no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know it’s a lie because there’s always just one more waiting for them. The one person you know you’re better off without, but you can’t find a way to let them go because deep down inside, you wouldn’t know what to do without them. The one person you know doesn’t deserve you, but yet you choose to overlook it because you love him.
Damn, and this is how much i love you, i want you i need you and cos
i wan to be w. you, from this moment till th day we die together.

Sometimes, its the good memories that kill you inside out, not the bad ones.

2010-03-20T05:23:00.000-07:00

Yoh peoples!
i'm back :D
rather tired.
i duno what should i say, but i feel damn sucky at this moments
i duno how i feel.
but, i think i should make up my mind.
should not waste my time.
to carry on or not.
should not think so much

Moving on is tough, but so is holding on to something that may never be.

We can’t waste too much time missing something or someone from the past. We accept that life’s never constant; things change and people grow apart. Yet we can’t stop thinking about how good it used to be; afraid that we’d never experience it again, afraid that we’ve already lived it and lost it.

You know you’re in love when all it takes is one song to make you think of him. And you can’t hear anything except the music and your heart beating. All of a sudden you find it hard to breathe, butterflies are in your stomach, and tears are running down your cheeks. But you don’t know why.

Cause, i'm feeling this way.

Flush

2010-03-15T09:34:00.000-07:00

**Edited.

L O _ E! (:

Hellohello.
i am so duper happppy today!
finally get my things fr Darling (:
went out w. sinclair today to many places.
i duno why but we can't find any nice clothes.
& btw lol, saw some sec 1-2 "ah lian" in mrt.
sinclair and i share th same thoughts.
like zomgwtfbbq.
actually' we're jus laughing at their behaviour.
(:
anyway, i had so much fun w.her today.
we went to Wisma, to go to th cotton on
but then nothing nice, so went to Ion
nothing nice too ):
then went to eateateat (:
i love my Foood. damn nice.
then walked to 313 fr th 4 floor forever 21.
nothing to see and buy
then went to bugis.
siansian.
th things there won't change one.
slowly, not our taste.
also not many ppl there le lo.
all th things there so sian.. ):
so we didn't buy anything but then went to topshop
then CLARK QUAY.
damn, th scenery there was awesome,
Handsome guys too.
so damn romantic lo.
): MAD AWESOME...
then run run run run run to matt's house,
hesitate here there abit
then conclusion then cab to TPY then my
PRECIOUS DAD CAME TO FETCH ME!
Bath & had my wonderful dinner! :D
then watch tv and on th comp and here am i blogging! (:
Teeeeheees!
alrights.
i'm done! (:
My facebook fr today's picture (:

girlgirl.

2010-03-14T08:03:00.000-07:00

SWEET!
i've been wasting my time today!-.-
i duno what should i talk about today
Neway, going out w. Sinclair tmr @ 12:30 :D
we got to run this town! :D
Alright, i duno what kind of songs should i listen cos i've
run out of songs.
i hate schooling, i don't like schooling
cos i have to wake up early.
):
but i'm not going to sch tmr :D
Heheheheheh!
:D
k byebye.

Dear Dear.

2010-03-12T06:27:00.000-08:00

-Coin laundry

Do you have a dollar, do you have a dollar fr me? (: - Coin laundry.
damn!
it's so damn shit late now, and guess what time i have to wake up tmr?
shitsxzxszxsxzxs )':
damndamndamndamndamn
i've been reading th stomps news from jus now till now :D
lalalalalal.
i'm not busybody, Gossip queen k!
it's jus that i find those news interesting and wanna know how much
th world is going on.
well, i'm so shock to see some news like;
"200/hr fr married guys......... etc."
"undergrad students having 'Foursome', what still,
racial harmony relationship"
damn...
worst still,
teenagers kissing in sch w. legs wide open.
where people could actually take pictures of them.
damn seriously, damn it!
anyway, had my long-waited cross-country run today
so disappointed w. myself!
wanted to aim fr th top 20.
but then my position is 26.
argh, like damn.
once i stop i dunwan to run anymore.
so i should not stop and run till i can't run anymore
vomitted after running, feeling 10x btr!
during th run, i think of lots of things.
man, things have been passing so fast.
thinking about my progress card,
though teacher say i could promote.
but shit, i am damn disapppointed w. myself.
it's like, hellooooooo?
my english getting like 51.
chinese getting 50?
it's jus BARELY PASS!
i need time, thus, i learnt that
time wait fr no man...
if things can rewind, th world will nvr be ready fr new things
tell me, who would not have any regrets?
i bet i have lots of them
and it's countless of them!
anyway, this guy added me in msn
so damn irritating.
nvm, irritant shall be BLOCK AND DELETE FROM MY MSN!
:D

i am not upset that you've lied to me, but i am upset
that i could never trust you anymore. Please, steal
my trust back fr you again..

speechless in actions.

2010-03-11T05:10:00.001-08:00

i am so tired.
be it phsically or mentally..
i am jus blooody tired.
enough of things that need to be solve.
i dunwan to solve anymore things alr.
tired.

and so.. there's a reason why i need you..

i am angry w. you ytd,
but i love you today.
i wan you to know that, i dun care how things change
i duncare how th earth rotate.
but having to spend a single day w. you
make me happy much.
but by what you're saying and what i've seen.
tell me, tell me if i'm still important to you..
tell me, tell me if there's a need fr you to lie to me
EVERY SINGLE THINGS..

can you see it?
if you can't means you're not meant to see.
don't bother doing it whatever things.
cos you're not meant to see.

Solo

2010-03-09T22:53:00.000-08:00

cause i was so high
& i was so low..
):

i shall do a v. quick post cos i need to go practice
my piano ltr cos i gt piano lesson at 4!
i shall left those unhappy memories behind and let
you taste it back slowly one by one
and this cycle goes in a circle.
nvr ending..
but i don't have th heart to do this.
sorry, i have to do this!
to wan thing change, i must change first!
make sense right?
hahhaahah
:D:D:D:D
guess what, i am NOT disappointed in what
i've seen today
i duno, i jus wan him to have back how i feel one day.
i'm not evil!
i've been feeling v. lousy, so in order not to hurt myself,
i will make him feel that way
(:
alrights, shall stop blogging!
btw, i stopped eating my medicine alr! :D

Give me a WHOOSAY!

2010-03-05T23:52:00.000-08:00

(:
hellohello.
i <3 th camp
i regretted how i feel bfr i go fr th camp
we bond in th camp, we do punishment together as one even w. th PMs
doing w. us.
we sweat together in camp, we get touched how our friends
reach th goal no matter how hard th road is gonna be.
all fun and all, it's inside this camp!
i wish there's this kind of camp again
meeting our PMs too! <3!
anyway, w.o further talk!
shall proceed on w. my life in camp!
PMs Pierson&Joanne! <3

Day1
-Gathered in th hall fr video by Enjik Jeremy{Omg ♥!}
-Bag check and stuffs.
-off to Singapore vision farm!
-put our bags and omg, everywhere also gt creepy crawlies..
then drills, suck ttm! but omg luh! i cnt belive that i enjoy it can!
esp, count by th count by th left foot count uh! i like that one th most!
-Lunch! still ohkay.
-Activities! omgomgomg, so bond luh!
make us so bond esp th water tank!
all activities were super fun lo! <3 it.
-Dinner! still ok luh th food
-we party! we hit th roof! hahahah. teachers and student dance in th roof!
-Bathing time. zzz omg, so little water lo. but nvm i think
i am super clean alr. Happy!
-Passoutparade! "i Conquered BMT!" super cool one! :D
-Supper, briefing and slp!
- worst part, bunk gt alot of bees! have to sleep down th slope! but
i still can slp cos i'm super exhuasted!
Day2!
-Gooodies morning!
-Breakfast, food ration, biscuit super dry! but it's nice
Fruit bar so yummy goody!
- Walk manpost! that one is super cool one! some of them cried fr some of
our classmates cos it's jus so touched to look at them how
they complete th walk. funny parts and touched parts!
- cards they need use bond together.
-Lunch! omg, food ration! i took th packet, black pepper chicken!
super nice man!
-Battleship! i nvr participate cos i'm having a bad headache alr.
-3.4 km walk! omg, i don't feel tired at all can! i feel so fun i
also duno why.
-Dinner. nice rice i like it. i like that dinner th most!
-Bathing super cool. i get myself sparkling and th water is slightly more
than ytd.
:D
-Performance prep! our class so damn united!
hahah
-Performance! some parts are super funny!
but i can't say it out cos it's confidential in th camp
i like performance th most make us all so high!
well-organised!
-Supper&debrief!
-Sleeeep! talked awhile, wanted to slp alr.
then huiyi comefind me cos she can't slp and alot of mosquitos!
then we talk, listened to songs then we slp alr!
till th next morning!
Day3!
-Breakfast!
-bags out!
-PassOutParade!
- then debrief by our PMs then we all v. sadsad
-up th bus and went back to sch
-snap snap
then went to canteen to buy drinks then meet Darlinggggg{♥}
then went lunch!
then went home bath
before slp i gt fever. 38.1
then slp all th way till 7+ a.m. then fever @ 38.3
then my parents say don;t go bah, see doctor ltr
then i see doctor jus now alr.
then i am at home now resting.
kk i dunwan continue le! byebye! :D
i so-miss PMs Pierson&Joanne! ):

Choices have Consequences!

Camp!

2010-03-02T08:27:00.001-08:00

Shit manzxsxzxsxzxs
thinking of camp made me lost of mood please!
hate camp deep down to core.
seriously!
i dunwan to go camp.
camp so sian.
nvm, i will miss you peoples, will try contact you love! <3
won't be back till 050310.
takecare! (:

Twin!

2010-02-28T04:01:00.000-08:00

ohkay ohkay!
i feel more btr today
shall not care about unimportant stuffs!
(:
Try luh!
kk, my mom asked me to go to th kitchen to see a
duper bigbig egg.
guess what?
when she cracked open th egg,
double egg york is inside!
made me think of Pek eggyork! (:
my mom told me that this is a twin egg today
like human, twin baby, but this is twin egg.
super amazed right?
hahahah
i slept th whole Afternoon.
super restless de lo...

i know that there's no best friend in this world.

If.

2010-02-27T05:13:00.000-08:00

if i know that this will happened.
i won't spend my time on you.
if earlier, i know you're a flirt,
i won't make my life/myself miserable.
everything jus started w. a If..

Peopleeeees!
hellover!
(:
today had a tough day
sweating in an air-con room,
lol, you won't know why.
i duno what to post.
thanks to "you" who spoil my mood.
thanks eh.
thanks uh!
(:
Smile aplenty, Smile out wide.
tell myself that nothing gonna change my mind.
tell myself that there's only a word in my mind,
which is S M I L E!
throw all tissues away and squash in more teeth
into my mouth so that i could look happier
and pretend not to ponder...

World

2010-02-26T06:45:00.000-08:00

Ohhhhyeahhh!
(:
i finally found my fav song.
got to love it lots lots luh!
k, today was still ok.
was in sch th whole afternoon.
cos...
Jade was w. me fr th whole afternoon k!
love you, sweetest.
(:
and then, at th kosi-o that time,
Jackson and S.r made me laugh like an ass.
keep saying smth funny
but yeah, not serious talk also.
Jackson so stupid luh!
keep making me laugh.
so funny.
at times, Jackson share th same thoughts w. me
we willing to get pump by band,
but not willing to get pump by others when we only know them
fr less than 1-3days.
(:
LOL.
i finally put a password fr my handphone alr!
so no one could break th password.
cos you guys will nvr think of it!
(:
HAPPY!
i think i should carry on w. my life.
be it good or bad, i still have to live on,
ignoring bad stuffs but enjoy th good fun times.
it comes and goes unexpectedly,
so learn to cherish than to ponder..

你。

2010-02-25T06:21:00.000-08:00

我讨厌你！
跟我说，你那里可以这样的对我。
你真令人烦，讨厌和生气！
走开啦！请不要在我人生中出现！
再见！

Hehehehes
i'm finally, woah!
free le luh!
i mean er, my heart not heavy alr.
so much btr
yumyum..
hahahah
Neways, i'm tired and so many fucking test coming up luh!
my brains gonna be egg alr.
kill so many of my brain cells.
so i must cherish them!
not to use them anymore,
in another words,
not to study HARD and use my brains so hard,
another another words words,
DON'T STUDY, DON'T THINK! :P
hahahah
k rubbish! -.-
okluh.
i missyongren
k bye! (:

SHIT!

2010-02-23T08:02:00.000-08:00

DAMN-ED!
I HATE SCHOOL!
THAT'S ABOUT IT! BYE!

lol, hate you when you don't fucking reply my message today!

Meet

2010-02-21T05:59:00.000-08:00

I.... NEVER BE TH SAME......!

(: had a great time w. sinclair today!
fr th whole afternoon and night (:
hehehehe, went home at around 9?
meet at about 3.
hehehe, we spent our time.....
NOT LEAKING OUT ANY INFORMATIONS YET!
teeeeheeees.
not really tired today but i still have to carry on w. my homew. -.-
fuck sch.
hate sch luh.
k i dunwan to blog already.
so hell shit bored!

Think

2010-02-19T05:47:00.000-08:00

i think i'm jus doing too much at times,
i dropped th keychain and i bent down w. my heavy bag on top of me,
but th heavy bag fall infront,
th weight pull me front.
i scratched my hand on th rough ground and said
"if my hand were to bleed, it's worth it.
nothing can be compare to th keychain."
but i'm so wrong!
Because,

Spell

2010-02-17T06:58:00.000-08:00

sometimes, you're jus plain lazy to care.

"Laugh, and th world laugh w. you;
Weep, and you weep alone,
fr th sad old earth must borrow it's mirth.
but has trouble enough of its own.
sigh, it's a lost in air."

i duno what i'm feeling now. but i think i'm DOWN
out of sudden, it's not moodswing, jus that alot of things
have been affecting me, making me so moodless.
it's so coincidentally when i'm listening to a song,
and th singer sang till "cos you're missing me."
and i so happen to see 11:11
how sweet, right?
if you're missing, i wish it'll happen every night, because i love you
it's as simple as you can imagine.
you see, i need your love now, i think i'm someone who need love always.
maybe i can't love myself as much as how you love me.
have you ever come to a topic,
where you wish that you could sleep forever and nvr wake up?
that includes a sweetest dream.
you know, i wish i could sleep forever and nvr open up my eyes and
see this nonsensical world, well, that goes w.o saying
there must be someone beside me doing th same thing too
extend to an extend, i hope we're not on th bed,
but on a plain grass field!
imagine how great will that be.
i shall end my entry here.
bye people! (:

"To love someone deeply gives you strength,
Being deeply love by someone gives you courage.."

Linked.

2010-02-16T06:55:00.000-08:00

Helloh! (:
guess what, i have this really sweet picture of me and jade
that picture seems to be depicting a couple!
eh? a really couple i suppose.
fr those who're interested, you can scroll down! (:
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lol, i don't have th mood to blog already.
so sorry!
shall blog next time..
GOODBYE!

Always!

2010-02-13T19:24:00.000-08:00

Hmmmm, Firstly, i wanna wish you people,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & VALENTINES' DAY!
Teeeheees!
well, hope you guys collect your Angpows! and spend your sweetest day w. your
sweetest th other half!
Heheheh!
Don't sad if you don't have another, you've us, as your friends to celebrate w. you!
i feeel so hell shit high out of sudden, i slept at a super late time k!
1:18 a.m.!
ok luh , i know it's not late but then, because i'm tired that's why i said late.. -.-
ok .
i think some people already start to leave their house to visit their relatives and things like
that right?
but i'm not! (: i mus wait fr my relative to come fr today,
tmr then visit...
v. weird right?
hahahahah!
cos afternoon sessions, gt over 20-30 peoples coming!
so mom gonna cook nice ncie stuff fr them and eat.
and then evening will be my cousins coming over
and eat steamboat!
so mostly day one fr me will be so bored,
but what's more is valentine day!
i gonna celebrate w. my friend! (:
if i can...
Teeeheeeees!
shall wait fr tmr!
but sad to say wednesday, sch reopen aalready!
so rush! i don't like it. D:
alrights, i shall go prepare now! :D

is this infatuation or smth?

Love.

2010-02-13T02:31:00.000-08:00

Everytime you smile at someone, it is an action of love,
a gift to that person.
a beautiful thing.
-Mother Teresa

My heart is ever at your service
-William Shakespeare.

True love begins when nothing is looked fr return!
-Antoine de saint-exupery.

it's so easy,
to think about love,
to talk about love,
to wish fr love
but it's not always easy,
to recognise love,
even when we hold it
in our hands.
-Jaka

when you're in love
you can't fall asleep because reality is
better than your dreams
-Dr Seuss

i duno what could describe my feelings now. but
things jus S U C K!

Hypnotized.

2010-02-10T07:54:00.000-08:00

Don't expect things would turn out good fr what you've expected,
because it'll turn out worst instead of better.

Neng bu neng jiu pei ze wo tian zhang di jiu..
it's been a super duper long time ever since listen to chinese song.
and i missed this song like....
so i decided to listen to it!
i've lots of things to do, alot of things happened in this week,
make me so fedup, make me feel like collapsing,
made me know what's true friends, made me know
what "friends in tag!"
Neway, chinese new year are coming, i duno if i'm ready anot, but i am safe
to say that all my new year clothes had all bought already.
super happy.
and Hey you! thanks fr being there and like what you say, " on your ears..."
TYVM! :D
Friend, i appreciate that eh! (:
and also, Eh munchih! see your name here, i know you gonna read this
post w.o me calling you to read it.
Thanks fr making my day happy eh!
fr alot alot alot of times already,
you're indeed th one who's no th
"Friend in Tag!"
(:
TYVM, friend!

Stranded

2010-02-06T20:03:00.001-08:00

(:
When i was younger, i put my face near to th fan to hear my robot voice.

i love my first song only when th part where Rihanna comes in.
(:
will be going out w. Jade, Yokpin and maybe Junhao fr collecting his n-lvl stuffs
from orchard.
so i'm waiting fr th time to pass.
so Neway, i haven complete a single shit of homew.!
i dunwan to do luh.
all so sian de.
humph!
oh yeah, and i jus read th Sunday times.
Washington and US was encountering duno how many inches of snow
that Obama was shock that th white house was covered w. snow th moment he woke up.
th world is Changing.
ZOMG!
nvm, i'm jus super tired.
so shall not blog anymore!
Bye!

Best friends go shopping after a fight.

Childhood

2010-02-03T08:58:00.001-08:00

i jus recap some super good memories that i have,
it jus happened once and never happened again anymore.
decided to share it w. you guy cos.......
it's funny and stupid!

Brother: Eh! Meimei, you see grandma, watching her fav show,
wanna go infront of her face and shake your butt at her face?
Me: Eyyyyyyy! Fun ley! okok.
Brother: i start first! must stick out butt then shake hor!
Me: k -.- it's always you th first one.
Brother ran to th front of her and shake his butt infront of grandma
3secs,
I ran to th front of her and shake my butt infront of grandma!
obviously Ahma was damn irritated and complained to our parents,
but kind enough, Ahma knows that we're playing w. her
so she asked mom not to scold us.
but these fun times will nvr gonna happened anymore
Grandma is not w. us anymore
brother is 21 this year alr.
so yeah
Hate her lessons!
sucky!
i hate it.
irritating!
piano is ok.
THEORY SUCK LUH!
not th teacher but th work of grade 6!
there's only one definite answer!
if not it'll have consecutive 5, 8
contary motion is lways better than up/down
all rubbish lai de!

darling, i love th care you gave me. (:

Changed

2010-02-01T07:35:00.000-08:00

i think i have changed alot alot.
i don't want to change.
i wanna go back to those days when we're all
in Pre-school, attending story telling sessions
by our principle and i could vividly remember
that each time she ended her story sessions,
my class would say byebye~ and she will always say this sentence,
don't say byebye, everything is not ended yet, you still have your
lessons.
she's a principle who love kids alot.
i could tell her almost all my troubles.
she would be always there fr me
and back to those times when we were are innocent,
know nothing about bad stuff.
times that we could enjoy w. our friends, doing art and craft,
eating biscuit during our break time.
liking each other, Childhood love.
i stil remember, there was once a time that i even
wear my soldiers uniform to perform on stage.
mom wanted me to bring tissue as i'm having flu at that time.
so i was really touched so i bring it where ever i go.
even till th last one hour of performance.
and then i asked th BLOODY form-teacher where should i put my tissue.
she flare up and say BRING YOUR TISSUE FR WHAT?!
and throw my tissue to one side of th floor.
i was like, omg, how could you do this to me?
i mean. ok, i swear i cursing you upside down at that time.
is like, how could you do this stuff to me?
i thought that teachers would be more patient w. th students
but hell no, she threw my tissue on one side.
:@ nvm.
those are jus childhood memories.
if my life could playback, i would choose to play it back
and rewind all back.

i miss those innocent days..

Attention

2010-01-30T21:30:00.000-08:00

oh yeah!
out to shopping ltr
w. Jade, Seowting & Yokpin (alphabetically)
Happy?
Hell no...
i won't end off my "bye" w. a "good" infront cos i know
there won't be any goodbyes in a whole life time, not even once..

Message.

2010-01-30T06:19:00.000-08:00

You hve th charm that i could not resist from you,
you've gt th things that i all love.
but sorry, it's jus matters too much.
Don't steal every attention from me.

Burning!

2010-01-30T04:34:00.001-08:00

:@
i hate being sick..
hate it hate it hate it.
esp th flu part!
i'm burning hot during ytd midnight
so didn't attend band today!
i hate having fever!
GET LOST..

Keywords.

2010-01-27T04:41:00.000-08:00

BLOOOODY PISSED
wrote a super long post and smth in blogger corp up
and th whole long post was fucking gone!
only save one sentence of my whole sentence!
idiot lo...
nevermind!
i was down w. fever.
really suffering...
i think i'm started to hate being sick alr.
):
sadsad...
cos being sick is v. v. v. pain..

where are you when i needed you th most?
i took 3 painkillers on that night
and you're th v. first person i thought of
when i stop thinking of you aft 1secs
cos i know you were not there, forever not there..
no more(no more of you)
so where are you?
i don't need you anymore...
cos you are not here, and will forever not here.

EMPTINESS.

2010-01-23T07:40:00.000-08:00

i think this year's valentine day is th most
boring, Hilarious, bad one!
how could valentine day is on th chinese new year!
and you know, we can't celebrate!
so dumb!
Heheheheh, had band today! -.- ):
super tired one.
i duno how should i continue..
btw, Mr. N! CHEER UP LUH! (:
everythings gonna be fine one day.
let time be your remedy of your life eh!
though i don't know what happened to you, but
i can feeeeel!
Neway, Not gonna neglect my darling!
you get well soon! don't cough, flu alr.
see luh! nvr take care of yourself!
Goodnights.
i'm tired...

FML!

2010-01-22T08:25:00.000-08:00

There's alot of memories seriously.
i really miss those past times we used to have.
though things are keep changing.
but i have to say that, i miss you deep down from my heart seriously.
neway! sch life has been super busy, w. band practices
so tiring!
nothing happened today, but i can feel that there's smth happened in my heart.
i've nvr feel like this bfr
not high in every msn chats.
really, it's jus so not me.
and th worst thing is that, i'm actually asking myself
WHAT HAPPENED?! is like, even i myself don't even know it.
i really starting to have a bad feeling towards band alr.
how you gonna help it?
nothing gonna help it seriously.
it's like 4 times in a week.
what about my test?
plus piano in a week
and you can see, i'm 2 days of resting fr my continuous
practices. and th most hilarious thing is that.
i don't have time on Saturday to do my fucking homeworks.
and i have to do all math, physics and shit on sunday
Plus burning midnight oil when i know i'm jus so fucking tired.
so i have only one day to rest.
seriously, issit v. funny?
i am tired.
i have to get home, bath, do homeworks
and revise.
i wanna use comp, chat on phone.
but do i have th time to do so?
do i have th energy to do it?
really, i gonna breakdown one day.
don't use words to cheer me, don't encourage me
you nvr know how i feel.
unless, you have exactly th same feeling as me.
FML!

SCAR

2010-01-20T07:57:00.000-08:00

):
i think i'm so hell shit dumb seriously.
why man, seriously, why...
GRRRRR.

PRESTIGE

2010-01-19T07:20:00.000-08:00

(:
it's been a tiring weeks fr me
ever since th sch had started, i think i'm jus not used to it still.
i think i'm going to slp soon!
cos darling is sleeeeeeping fr afew hours alr!
cos he's v. tired!
i'm tired now, so have to sleep now.

S I N C L A I R! (:

FAST FORWARD

2010-01-17T05:49:00.000-08:00

Things are really happening so damn fast.
your "Wants and your Don't wants" always happen
on th start of new year.
but i have to say is 2010 is always better than 2009
cos i dislike 2009 fr much reasons.
sometimes, i would wan to tell things straight into your face.
but it's either good or bad will happened.
so which one do you choose?
obviously is good right?
but what if th result turns out bad?
you nvr know what to choose.
i feel like decline what you asked me to do.
but i will feel so damn fuckening guilty.
but on th other hand, i feel myself so fucking dumb,
i dun even wanna do, why should i do fr you.
aren't i dumb to help you get th things and i gain
nothing?
so, i dumbly accepted.
really. it's jus so contradicting..
i really hate it when i have this mix feelings.
i feel like, screamings those bitchy stuff you have
done and made me so fucking disgusted and i hated you so much
i jus feel that you're simply trying to break my relationship life.
why are you making me to think this way?
nvm -.-
what i jus wanna say is, i'm not gonna be stupid to
keep helping people to do things and "please"them -.-
i find myself like a dog...

Revised.

2010-01-10T08:40:00.000-08:00

Hihi!
(: i read my past post and i think,
i suck.
teeheeees. it's true.
hate my parents when they're nagging at me
sch starts tmr, guess what what what.
i completed all my homework!
Laws of indices are so damn easy, peasy.
well, should i blog about my sec 3 life?
so tedious and exhausting.
hate th new principle too!
i got study almost everyday when i gets home,
except fr wednesday and saturday.
th rest, i jus keep revising andd studying
and imagine, i nvr revise on th saturday, i forgotten all
my methods alr.
but yeah, it's good that i revise again today
i think it's time to focus on my studies alr.
and if i nvr plan my time nicely, i really don't have enough time
to slp alr.
so yeah, STUDY!
though yeah, i admit, i jus started like tanning.
but yeah, MUST CHOOOSE TH CORRECT DATE AND TIME!
and i realised, if i'm sad i will chew sweets v. slowly
and, i will eat sweets and really cry all out.
and i find excuses to hide, and i'm clever enough to find a valid reason
eh?
sorry, Darling.
To have lie to you..

B U S Y! UNDERSTAND?

2010-01-05T08:21:00.000-08:00

i seriously hate it when i online on msn,
and my status is B U S Y and it's so obvious
that it's in R E D and annoying
people jus keep talking to me on th msn when my mind was all
in a fucking mess
if i'm busy, don't talk to me k. i find it super annoying.
until i don't even have th time to click "appear offline."
please k?
if you have alot of things to talk and ask,
find other ppl.
cos tmr gt th whatever BOOK TALk.
and my fucking 2 book reviews and i'm printing it out.
and who knows that my printer suddenly corp up in th middle of th night.
if it's you, how would you feel.
and now, it's not even settled and i have to fucking prepare fr my
BOOK TALK(-'-) tmr. i have not prepare a single S H I T out from it.
i think it's useless, writing some rubbish on th task paper.
and say continue our reading life.
it's like, come on luh, you think th students really will read?
it's v. obvious that they copied from th Internet.
Naive? Yes, No?
AND EVERY SINGLE S H I T MUST BE SO FUCKING MADLY DETAILED.
AND I HAVE TO RUSH HERE AND THERE JUS TO WRITE TH MADLY DETAILED THINGS
I KNOW IT'S SUPPOSE TO BE HOLIDAY HOMEWORK.
BUT EVEN IF WE SPENT TH WHOLE HOLIDAY DOING IT,
I SERIOUSLY DON'T THINK WE WILL FINISH UP TH WHOLE PROCESS LUH
PUH-LEASE.
reading 3 story books, and must be books that are suitable fr our
age.
and our age are supposed to read those kind of thick thick books right?
find me a super thin one if you can.
then take it as one month read finish A L L th books,
then th half month do all these things?
oh, which means we don't have to go fr our CCA?
CAMP? OUTINGS? FAMILY GATHERINGS?
i'm not complaining, but this is what other students have
been facing also k.
how could they even read th whole thing man.

Your attitude still suck.
you don't even respect me and you don't care about
my feelings and my things, and aft thinking back,
WHY should i sad about?
and i don't angry at these kind of childish and meaningless things.
it's jus one phrase, You'll never gain respect from me again, NEVER AGAIN!

Mess, rearranged

2010-01-04T08:57:00.000-08:00

well ,first day of sch.
wasn't quite ok fr me, but it's still ok w. me
:D
sound abit weird? but yeah
still not used to this class.
prefer my sec 1&2 though i don't really know some of them,
though we've spent 2 years w. each other alreaddddyyyy!
Hahaha!
got my class photo. i think i look super weird w. it.
and i cut my hair alr, i DID NOT cut side bangs ):
but ok luh. since cut alr cnt regret but get used to it right?
(:
wait fr it to long lo. Heheheheh.
Yay! tmr will be a happy day (:
alright! it's 1.12 a.m. now
and i'm still struggling w. my homew.!
heheh, night life sure rocks.
rushing my homew. now.
kk byebye! :D
btw, Darling! :D

fuckyou, bitch.
-stop showing that attitude w. your WTF.

010110

2009-12-31T23:46:00.000-08:00

today's date is so damn special right!
if you minus all those zeros,
it'll be 111.
and it's a day fr alot of couples
missing each others.
or maybe not couples, family members too.
and i decided to have a super good day today
since it's th starting of 2010.
it's like 2 more days to sch reopen.
Munchih asked me if i'll be late fr sch
and w.o thinking, i answer yes :D
oh yeahhhh.
and i realised that my hair is so frigging long luh!
):
kk, so i decided to cut hair on sunday
i decided to cut SIDE BANGS!
:D oh yeahhhhhh~
wait wait wait.
side bangs doesn't mean th normal bangs you guys always see k!
kk, will show a picture of side bangs ltr!
so frigging chio, chio chio :D
but i dun dare to cut my hair ley.
cos if i cut my hair into my layer,
): my hair will CURLLLLL~
which is not v. good luh.
and i dunwanna re-bond my hair.
i find not straight, not curly is much more prettier (:
or maybe i will like straight hair next time?
i duno (:
k luh. i also duno what to blog alr.

SIDE BANGS!

please don't talk but show.

2009-12-31T20:32:00.000-08:00

dun make me keep crying like a fool, thinking like a moron.
tell me who's important in your heart.

Everythings.

2009-12-31T00:07:00.001-08:00

/if you have love, you dun need to have anything else,
if you dun have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have.
- Sir. James M. Barrie

no more words, no more lies.
let it go bfr it dies.
hear th words, hear th pain.
th last of love ends in vain.
sweet in start, bitter
in end, hearts will break!
never bends.
{combine all th bold tgt.}
-Words go bfr words, love end sweet it never bend.

love is only a chapter in guy's life,
but love is th whole book in a girl's life.
what do you do when he's th one who broke your heart,
and only him to fix it back?

And maybe, we're jus not meant to be together.

3:13

2009-12-30T23:08:00.000-08:00

"when someone you love says, i'll love you forever.
jus smiled back and answer, warn me when forever starts to ends"

(:
intended to slp th whole day today
cos i'm having fever and i'm so hella sick.
i slp all th way to 2p.m.!
but heheheh, decided to wake up and blog some pictures in thai!
Have you ever wonder what my mind and my heart thinking?
have you ever wonder i'll get tired of promises,
Assuming, waiting, illusion, apologizing and all those hurtings?
tell me, tell me that it's all just a fairy tale.
tell me that it'll mvr come true.
tell me that whatever i'm thinking,
will come to an end.

still gt alot more! shall upload it another day! (:

Hello!

2009-12-25T08:42:00.000-08:00

it's been 5 days ever since i blog!
:)
ok, i'm jus here to tell you that i won't be
blogging fr th next few days cos i'm not in Sg! :D
kk byebye :D

happy.

2009-12-20T20:25:00.000-08:00

(:
i seems to get used to things
that are around me and not making myself sad around.
whatever it is, let nature take it course,
have faith in him, and i won't feel sad anymore.
:D
ok, where did i stop ytd?
th Avril Lavigne right?
ok, i duno really know if she's back, but ytd,
i saw her in a "cannon" commercial.
anyway, i like all her songs luh!
so damn cooool. e.g. keep holding on and anything but ordinary.
(: anyways
yeah, i jus came back from camp ):
i think i grown fatter.
cos i keep eating eating these few days when i reach home
and it's like, keep eating fr th whole day and slp fr
4hours?
abit too wtf liddat luh.
*angry* ):
kk nvm. i hungry again
i dunwan to talk alr.
cos alot of things happened during band camp :D
kk byebye (:

Back!

2009-12-20T08:55:00.000-08:00

Alot of things happened during these 5days.
so fucking tired.
):
omg, and Avril Lavigne is back! :D:D:D:D:D:D
she's so damn pretty.
anyway, i shall tell you more tmr.
k byebye (:
Darling, i'm missing you ):

i don't care.

2009-12-13T20:01:00.000-08:00

you'll nvr know what i'm thinking.
so what if you know? does it makes any difference?
you dun care. you jus left me out.
sometimes, i wonder what you're thinking.
i can't read your mind..

sore throat.

2009-12-13T06:41:00.001-08:00

ok, i gt a fucking really fuckup sore throat.
i duno why.
but v. pain.
no matter how much water i drink,
still sucks.
wah, fuck
how i go camp liddat.
i dun care luh.
i confirm go camp lo.
even if v. sick i will still fall in.
cos i learn things super slow.
i cnt lag abit.
if not i will get everything mess up.
sian luh.
i gotta drink water now.
went IKEA today.
damn sianz.
kk. i wan go rest alr.
i gt damn sorethroat.
makes me so tired.
kk byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye.

Man-kinds

2009-12-12T03:25:00.000-08:00

/Edited
Why still bother looking at me,
when you think that you've done smth wrong?
Are you looking if i saw what you've done,
or you jus miss me?
or maybe, you think that there's something wrong w. me?
Don't you find it abit too funny?
Laughs.
_________________________________
guess what's th time now?
it's 5:48 a.m. (:
not that i nvr slp, slp too little
or whatever you say.
decided to tell you my grandma story.. (:
is that i slp @ 8:19 p.m.
cos i'm fucking tired.
and my lips is so damn painful,
swollen& reddish.
so decided to slp.
woke up at 10+ to check th time to
go to airport to find brother back from taiwan.
but it's still early.
so replied some msges.
back to slp.
then all th way to 2 a.m.
and my brother is back AT HOME!
):
nvr go out to see him cos i was so damn hella tired.
and continue to 5:20 a.m.
i duno why my skins are so hot and burning
and i feel so damn hot.
make me can't slp.
decided to bath again.
so here am i!
my brother bought that limited edition
perfume fr me! th one i put in my wishlist once (:
Super happppppy!
k, goodbyes!

Dearest.

2009-12-11T09:02:00.001-08:00

i'm feeeling so damn not well.
i duno why.
but it's always th wrong time.
k, i'm missing my Darling now (:
oh anyway, today is so fucking tired, and i'm sad to say that i
didn't collect my sectional teee!
kk, gonna collect tmr.
ok luh.
i jus love th times when i'm w. darling (:
super sweet and nice
Hahahah. ok alrights.
i wan go slp alr.
k byebye! (:

Waste.

2009-12-10T19:31:00.000-08:00

(:
i might not have th time to do bloggging ltr.
so i decided to blog now (:
and yeah, i woke up super late lah.
but lucky someone called me (:
and th timing had changed to 12, so i will have
a peaceful mind to blog bfr i go.
Yes, no? Laughs.
oh anyway.
i'm going to lan > Visit jiaxing > collect section tee
> Home! > piano > Concert.
and sad to say that i've band tmr!
ARGH!
lol. alrights.
happy to say that i've just watch a couple
of Peter chao's Video. still v. funny.
okok, i have no time alr.
goodbyes! (:

Academy

2009-12-09T23:55:00.000-08:00

i'm not in love~
This is not, my heart~
i'm not gonna waste these words, About a girl~

(:
that's th lyrics of About a girl.
Nice song.
i've got nothing to do today
so i decided to slp fr long hours. (:
i'm not prepare fr th camp
i miss peter chao video.
going out tml (:
Yay!
Hate it when my mom keep watching Teevee
and i've no chance to do it.
but when i switch to another channel,
she'll pull a long face and keep asking,
this show where gt nice?!
keep bugging me, squeezing me
or tickle me
and make me can't watch my show in peace.
so i've to let her watch btr then let her bugging
and doing those stuff, even you watch finish,
you won't feel great/happy, right?
and all i have to do is either to watch th
teeeveee which i dun like w. her.
cos i jus sit there like a mushroom
rotting there.
so blooody IRRITATING.
oh, i remember that
ytd, aft band, i really hate this girl,
ttm lah.
keep stare stare stare,
stare what?! your turf issit?
call her father come and stare lah,
and even worst, your father also dun own that place right?
can't you wait fr jus paying a bottle of drink?
cnt wait uh?
cnt wait then go other place and buy lah.
stop staring ok, i can't stand that face of yours. -.-
ok, i'm off!
k bye! :D

Touched.

2009-12-09T09:02:00.000-08:00

i'm listening to Art of love :}
i'm loving th song, so i decided to put in my blog.
k, you guys might find that it's v. irritating that i've
put a background music and dun even have th player
to let you pause right?
i've no choice, if i put that player, my whole skin will be so screwed.
so sorry alrights?
it's 1:07 now :}
it's 101209
HAPPY B'DAY HAIKAL! :D
Gioe you get what you've always wanted. :D
alrights.
had band today.
not going to reveal anythinggggg! :D
but aft band, we made our way to visit Jiaxing :}
he had a really bad accidental.
i duno what to say when i see him as
i'm not really close w. him
but th impression he gave me is a ELMO!
:D
he don't allow that elmo to look at me,
and he will keep calling me SADIST!
:(
and those jokes, and alot of things you've said
make my life even more happy :)
Hahahahahh.
i was touched by what you've said,
but really, i'm gonna pray v. hard fr you.
i belive, you will recover in NO TIME! :D
and also, make me look at how great you can
play your saxophone :)
though we're not close, but it's kinda hurt
to see a friend is like this.
no matter what, you know, i know, everybody know, that
you're gonna recover in no time!
alrights.
i guess i've nothing to blog alr!
kk. <3 dearest k?
bye :)

Wake Me Up When September Ends..

2009-12-07T23:32:00.000-08:00

like my father's gone to past.

i duno what to blog today. :)
but i still have to blog cos i'm bored.
i'm listening to wake me up when september ends.
i wanted to be that girl in th mv, but aft watching th
whole mv, i dunwan alr.
yes, th girl is super blessed to have him,
but still, every relationship tends to lose
one of th party, be it dun love alr or
strike w. disease and have to die.
and i dun belive that "cos you wan her to be happy,
so you decided to let her go" but, what she really wan?
what you really do will make her happy?
laughs, you'll nvr know until th girl stop
loving you.
i also dun belive that when a girl says she
needs some time and you left her alone by herself thinking.
and think that it's good fr her, or maybe, th both of them.
have you ever thought of what th girl really wants?
she really wants you to be by her side, clearing all her
doubts and thoughts one by one.
being by her side all th time, not leaving her all alone.
if th real reason is you really dunwanna
accommodate her alr, why don't you jus tell her?
i mean, ok, lets not talk abt that.
make me sick *Pouts* :)
anyway, think of dying. Hahahahah.
i mean, like, if one day, i really have to die,
i have no choice right?
so i have one full list of what i wanna
do before i die.
i wanna plant strawberries,
i wanna Laugh out loud and show my teeeeth!
i wanna lie on somewhere where it's all covered w. flowers.
i wanna die while holding his hands.
i wanna die while holding sunflower on another hand.
i wanna do things that i don't get to do.
i wanna stop regretting.
i wanna dance like some silly retard.
i wanna go Paris.
i wanna know/understand why love is always a game.
lastly, i wanna know why love is always one party who get
superly hurts..

i think that's practically what i wanna to to when
i'm dying. :)
alrights, th post looks kinda long.
so you should know what is my next sentence alr right?
:) alrights! goodbyes! :)

still remember, what's th date fr today? smiles.. :)

quiz :)

2009-12-07T06:09:00.001-08:00

i was boed, so i decided to do this quiz.

10 to go.

1.Are you single?: Don't know.
2.Are you happy?: Superly :D
3.Are you bored?: Yes? -.-
4.Are you fair?: i duno.
5.Are you indian?: nope.
6.Are you stupid?: yes.
7.Are you honest?: no. but in this quiz, yes.
8.Are you irish?: No.
9.Are you nice?: duno.
10.Are you asian?: Sadly, Yes luh!
Ten facts.
Full name: Chan Yi Qin Tiffany
Nickname: Tiff
Birthplace: Thomson hospital
Hair colour: Black.
Eye colour: black.
DOB: 2809
Mood: Sian.
Favourite colour: Grey or pale Pink.
One place you wished to visit: Place to plant my strawberries
Ten facts about your love.
1.Been in love?: Yep.
2.Believe in love in first sight?: no. if you say it's admire, then yes.
3.Currently you have a crush?: Duno.
4.Hurt emotionally before?: Tell me, who doesn't? LOL.
5.Broken someone's heart?: yeah?
6.Have your heart broken?: yep.
7.Like someone but kept in heart?: Used to, but not anymore.
8.Are you afraid of commitment?: Yes.
9.Last person you hugged?: Bolster, i treat her as a human! xD
10.Last person you said ILYs: forget alr.
This or that.
Love or lust?: none.
Cats or Dogs?: Dogs.
Best friends or Regular friends?: Best.
Creamy or Crunchy?: Crunchy.
Pencil or pen?: both.
Wild night out or romantic in?: Romance.
Money or happiness?: Happiness.
Night or day?: Night.
IM or Phone?: Phone.
Have you ever.
Been caught sneaking out?: fr sch? Yes.
Seen a polar bear?: Nop.
Done something you regret?: Tell me, who doesn't? alot.
Jumpin: when i'm high!~
Eat food that is on the floor?: i'ma human! :)
Eat an entire Jaw breaker?: omg, wtf. NO!
Been caught naked?: Baby lo! mom or maid helped me bathe xD
Wanted bf back?: Duno.
Cried because you lose a person forever?: Yeah
Wanted to disappear?: Always wanted.
Preference of love.
Smile or eyes?: Smile.
Light or dark hair?: Dark.
Hugs or kisses?: Both.
Shorter or taller?: taller.
Intelligence or attraction?: Intelligence.
Violent or pathetic?: none.
Older or younger?: Older.
Outgoing or quiet?: Outgoing.
Sweet or bad?: Sweet.
Performed in a large crowd?: Yes.
Talk on the phone longer than an hour?: yeah.
A rock concert?: yes.
Cheerleading team?: Hell no.
Dace team?: nah.
Sports team?: Netball.
Drama play or production?: Drama play
Owned rich cars?: Wishing~
In rap video?: Never wanted to.
Last call you made?: Xinying :)
Hugged?: Bolster!!!!!
Hung out?: Xinying, Hongwen, YokPin & Zhenning
Work?: no! i sleep :)
Talked to?: friends and family members.
You IM'ed: No idea.
Texted?: Marcus!!!! he's back to sg!
Movie?: huh? what movie? movie what?
Last person or thing you miss?: Primary sch times.

:) end!

Tired.

2009-12-06T20:40:00.000-08:00

i've decided to blog this out.
because i'm feeeeling rather crazy alr.

i duno why. i duno why you're always
th one making me cry, making me feel so tired.
yes, i really love you.
but you always say i nvr love you enough,
then tell me how can i do to not let you feel this way
you're always nvr satisfied w. how i treated you.
never.
i duno why. but why?
tell me why. i really v. curious to find out th ans.
you're really making me v. v. v. tired.
v. exhuasted.
i really feel like giving up everything.
everything.
why must you let me feel like this.
i really failed to make you feel love?
if yes, then i'm really sorry.
maybe i'm not good enough to be in relationship.
or i don't suit you.
you nvr know how much i care fr you.
maybe in your eyes, you jus think that i always take, take take,
never give out at all.
i'm jus v. tired aft all these.
tell me what you really wan.
i seriously think that i'm not good enough fr you.
nvm. guys are always th same, therefore i can't expect much
from you right?
it's ok, i get it alr.
i won't expect much alr.
you can do whatever you wan too.
maybe you think this is btr fr you.
i'm jus tired alr.
even if i'm not tired,
i won't care abt your things anymore.
whatever temper you throw it to me, i will treat it as normal.
i won't get upset. i won't get angry.
i jus won't feel anything.
i duno what more can i give it to you.
but i think this is all i can give you.
i can try to do whatever things to trade fr your smile.
but since it's alr liddat. i will stand by th side.
and see you smile.
maybe i'm also useless to you alr.
i'm worth nothing.
sorry, i ruined your first love.
but thanks fr th wonderful memories.
i decided not to keep it.

Love me - Justin bieber

2009-12-06T19:36:00.000-08:00

tell me what i wanna hear~

Alright! i'm off to meet my lover ltr :D
Don't miss me alrights.

My friends say I'm a fool to think
that you're the one for me
I guess I'm just a sucker for love
'Cuz honestly the truth is that
you know I'm never leavin'
'Cuz you're my angel sent from above

Baby you can do no wrong
My money is yours
Give you little more because I love ya,
love ya
With me, girl, is where you belong
Just stay right here
I promise my dear I'll put nothin above ya
above ya

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me, Kiss me
Say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you love me

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me, Kiss me
Say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
tell me u love me

People try to tell me
but I still refuse to listen
'Cuz they don't get to spend time with you
A minute with you is worth more than
a thousand days without your love,
oh your love
oh

Baby you can do no wrong
My money is yours
Give you little more because I love ya
love ya
With me, girl, is where you belong
Just stay right here
I promise my dear I'll put nothin above ya
above ya

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
kiss me , kiss me
say that u miss me
tell me what i wanna hear
tell me you love me.

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
kiss me , kiss me
say that u miss me
tell me what i wanna hear
tell me you love me.

My heart is blind but I don't care
'Cuz when I'm with you everything has disappeared
And every time I hold you near
I never wanna let you go,
oh

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
kiss me , kiss me
say that u miss me
tell me what i wanna hear
tell me you love me.

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
kiss me , kiss me
say that u miss me
tell me what i wanna hear
tell me you love me.

Boring!

2009-12-06T07:08:00.004-08:00

thanks Purple valentine! <3!

Talking to Jeremy.

2009-12-06T03:46:00.000-08:00

Listening to a Great song introduce by Jeremy.
xD it's, Almost, But - Sleeq
i can't deny that it's a great song
lalalallalalal
Hahahahahah
was super tired ytd.
so slept at 11
cos was home late!
at 10 plus i think.
jus one word, super tired.
so today, when i came home, i lie on my bed and slp, slp.
and fuck lah.
get so fuckup lo.
k i dun feel like saying anything now.
oh and i finally found out what best friends is ok.
if you wan to treat me as one, treat me as one.
if not, don't come to me whenever you have problems.
1 or 2 can.
but not everytime.
like you said right? you know how to choose best friends.
i know how to choose too.
not jus you, but me.
if you dun even treat me as a friend, what there to help you?
if i find that you treat me jus a tool of helping you.
then i would rather help a stranger than helping you.
get this right.
dun fucking waste my time.
like my time is so free fr you to spend.
i dun even treat me one! -.-! -'-! k bye
no mood alr.
dun feel like continue even it's not in this topic.
-.-.
other than human best friends,
what's your real bestfriend when you were
crying alone, dun feel like telling anyone.
cos you dunwan to and you think that no one understands you?
it's a tissue. don't you realise that whenever you cry,
what you need most? not a shoulder, but it's tissue.
even if you're facing a tissue paper, telling everything
tissue paper, it feels good right?

i'm never a perfectionist to you.

Bad day!

2009-12-04T05:48:00.001-08:00

that's th photo of dearest playing some Cooking mama or
whatever you call that.
like so engrossed liddat.
:D
:P
k, went to 305 chalet ytd :}
Yay! and i love leaning on Dearest
V. comfy :D:D:D:D:P
Bleh, you cant get it.
ok, today jus really suck-ed
i get Hell from my piano teacher
not that i didn't practice.
is because of band.
suddenly tuesday, thursday
then changed to wednesday
like so not standard liddat lah
Humph! Shingz.
but why scold me. scold th band lah.
nvm, She asked me to complained xD
but i dun think i will
i'm super kind
ok. i have nothing more to add on!
bye!

Moodless.

2009-12-02T09:50:00.000-08:00

i feel so empty.
not playing dragonica pvp w. marcus alr.
feel so empty inside, moody.

i really feel like like saying this.

no matter what, i wanna be w. you forever.
i dun wish to lose you.
i really like your kissing.
i like you hugging me tight, grabbing my hands tightly.
i love your goodnight kiss.

Talking to Marcus c. now

2009-12-02T07:52:00.000-08:00

Auto~matic.

ok, i'm talking to marcus c. now
super funny
aiyah. i shall jus put marcus will do.
i dun like calling him full name.
he keeep saying i loveloveloveyou,
i missmissmissmiss you.
but is crap lah
keep calling me to miss him.
yahlah yahlah. i will miss you lah
when you die lo.
i will miss dearest more.
ok lah, today is fun lo.
cos gt th went to sch fr briefing in th morning
aft that went to popular.
then heheheheh
waited fr it to open and bfr that,
zhenning came to join us.
then went to mac after that.
THEN WENT HOME!
bus back home, bus 74!
w. Xinying and Shinrong
then alighted at xinying's
then talked fr almost more than an hour.
:}
then walked back home :D
yeahhh!
on th way home, sms-ed Xinying and marcus.
k alright.
dunwanna blog alr.
wanna concentrate talking to marcus.
k bye! :D

i missing dearest alot now.
i'm thinking of his cute times.
really cute.
Hahahahahah

Flo Rida - Available (feat. Akon)

2009-11-30T22:23:00.000-08:00

i'm finally freee~

:}
k, ytd was super fun.
w. Huiyi and Sinclair :}
as usual, i'm always th one who is late ok.
and, ytd's time passed super slow.
went to bugis, then wisma atri{?}
then went to cotton on.
i'm not proud of what i've bought cos i'm so wtf regretted.
and then, Takashimaya fr Yoshinoya.
LOL. Yoshinoya fr my Breakfast, lunch, and dinner
teeheeee. but i'm not hungry anyway.
no appetite to eat
not interested to tell you why.
and yeah, went to far east.
seriously, my legs are super sore.
ok lah.
not really that bad but it's jus, QUITE sore.
hahahahah.
far east nothing de lo.
went to a shop
super funny.
i duno lah.
is like, every dress of her is Free size.
then wtf.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
we all also cannot wear.
is looks so nice.
but hahahahah, also cannot wear lo.
is fr those who're super duper "slim",
in another way, super duper thin to wear it.
super funny right?
then yeah, waste our GDI time over there.
then suddenly, Huiyi like v. v. v. sad.
i also duno why
she must be thinking things.
and maybe i know what she's thinking :}
anyway, reached home.
sleep fr awhile.
then woke up
as usual ,th whole day i'm sms-ing marcus c.
then called marcus while doing smth
super funnny.
really funny.
anyway, i gtg now
cos i needa go do my passport
then book air tickets!
and then after a few days, off we go to Thailand~ :D
anyway, i've my picture to share w. you!
excited?
.
..
...
....
.....
......
Taaadaaaaaah!
:D

Yahluh yahluh, it's always my fault, can?

Till th day i die~

2009-11-29T03:50:00.000-08:00

:}/:@

i'm "fuck-ed".
pissed but not th meaning of being fuck by men.
anyway, i did nothing today.
which is, nothing.
watched Peter chow again
GDI bored please.
and th Shan And rozz.
w. sinclair today.
super funny
Jeremy called me!
he's back from HongKong.
Ahhhh! make me so feel like going thailand immediately!
ok lah.
i have better things to do now.
not telling you what i'm gonna do.
k lah hint hint
going scribblings and doodling!

2012

2009-11-27T01:00:00.000-08:00

Caught 2012 w. Dearest, Kumar, Seowting, Brenda, Nixon and junhao
ytd, i think it's 50-50
it's not a bad show, neither was it a good show.
hahahahahahah.
fun ytd.
ok, i can finally feel dearest's love ytd
in th cinema.
:D :D :D :D :D :D
teeeheeees.
reached there at 2;45?
the show start at 5;45, so walked around
:D
yeah
i wonder if 2012, 21st december is th judgement day.
dun belive it at first, but aft watching th movie,
everything seems so real.
and yeah, check in th internet alr,
th Mayan calendar really end on 2012.
alot of scientist agree that it'll end on 2012 21 december
because everything that have been recorded in Mayan calendar,
that has been accurate within seconds fr thousands of years.
but yeah, though this is what th world is saying
but i still belive this sentence
Th world will end unexpectedly like a thief
in th night as said in the Bible,
"You shall not know the date nor the time."
it's th confident and trust between me and god,
and i choose to belive that, th world will
end unexpectedly.
yeah, but anyway, 5 more years to 2012.
in any kind of way, we should live our life to th fullest, right?
enjoy everything we're doing it now
so i'm trying to enjoy band trainings :D
and well, in th movie i see, Human beings personality,
being selfish.
doesn't care abt one another.
nvm. i will jus keep telling myself not to be selfish.
but yah, i still won't belive.
because, no man knows th hour.
k anyway. let's talk abt 2012 some other time :}
and, brother is leaving singapore to taiwan today
fr 2weeks.
going airport to send him off ltr.
hope it'll be fine over there.
though yeah, i hate my brother ttm
but yah, will miss him de lo.
k anyway. i've written a long post.
dun wanna blog any further ;D
goodbye.

AUTO-MATIC~

2009-11-25T19:53:00.000-08:00

:}
i super sianz now.
fucking sianz lah
Shingz!
i wanna go thailand now ley.
like everything so sian.
then also like, no fun in sg anymore alr.
then, like can leave everything behind alr.
then might as well go now right?
like jeremy. his flight is 8:00 a.m. in th morning
to hongkong today
so fucking sianz lah
Ahhhh, Shitz.
life at home is boring
but yeah, nvm :D
i have smth interesting to read
read again and again also won't get bored.
Teeeheeees.
put them into a envelope
caryy them to where ever i go everyday :}
going piano i also carry, ok stop
it's jus tempting me to go read it again
i read 6 times today alr!
Tokio hotel, that guy who sing,
so damn handsome please.
but yah lah.
he's a gay -.-
ggness
and ok, w.o denying, he does look like a girl.
ok anyway
i kinda like "Zephan" this name
seriously, i find it super cool.
but it's guy's name.
so yeahhh lah
everything like so wrong liddat
i mean, everything fr me is like jus so wrong
k anyway
i'm getting a serious fuckup headache now.
Shingzzzzzzzzzzzzz!
k bye!

Good night ppl :}

2009-11-25T04:49:00.000-08:00

Edited!
ok, i think i'm listening to alot of music these days
hehehehehh.
gonna having fucking injections in order to go overseas :D
kinda excited fr it.
but wtf, pain lo.
:(
__________________

ok, WAIT!
LMS! i caught you! read my blog w.o taggggggging.
:'(
soooo bad!
ok, anyway.
Text dearest today bfr i go to my piano lesson
no, bfr that, was texting Marcus c.
super funny
i'm still texting him till now
yeahhhh.
Dearest should be resting now :}
and oh yah!
Seriously i realised that alot of ppl have been calling their
Dearest as Bi.
but ahahahah, i duno why, but my personal point of view is
i prefer Dearest more.
i dun really like Bi.
but, Baby is abit acceptable :}
But Bi is really, like, yah, maybe some of you think that
it's nothing wrong what....
babi also have th Bi at th back.
but, i still prefer Baby/Dearest/Dear better :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAH!
Yeah, and of course, i'm missing Dear~dear~Dearest now! :D
okok.
i wanna rest rest first.
not feeeling well when i get home
k bye!

Much better today :)

2009-11-24T02:39:00.000-08:00

In my head, hit me w. a ....text! :D

ok. i feel so damn much better :}
had a super enjoyable time talking to Jeremy Ong!
ok, he's super funny tht make me laugh alotttt.
Teeeheeeeees.
he said that he's gonna get his samsung jet!
and keep asking me fr Singtel plans.
and then we watch, dumbnuts!
super funny show.
and yeahhhh..
funny.
then we watch th shan and rozz show.
2 different episodes.
k, jus simply make my day and make me laugh :}
and then went to facebook.
and HAHAHAHAH. it's jus so Hella funnny.
and guess what? when i log into facebook.
i saw smth which i think it's super true lah
of HER hidden self.
and HE actually expose HER hidden self.
which most of our classmates might feel that way.
k, and i found out, there will never be a remedy fr regrets.
k, did nothing today.
keep sleeping and playing
i think today is fun
tmr will be fun
thursday!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
coughing is better today, which is great.
hmmm.
and yeah.
hope that other ppl will stop falling sick,
esp JADE! :D
LOL.
ok.
alrighties.
i shall stop talking now :}
byebye! :D

ok. Randomzxszxs

2009-11-22T05:57:00.001-08:00

i duno why i jus wan to keep blogging today
it's fucking interesting please :D
oh and i love lily allen like how jade do ok.
i find her voice is so sweet, floating and super unqiue
i duno where i could get those voice.
but anyway, i find it super duper coool.
anyways. shotr post again?
yep.
k bye.

ohmygosh.

2009-11-22T03:09:00.000-08:00

Zomggggggggggggg.
ok. belive it anot.
i find him cute and handsome. :D
YEAh! k whatever-.- it's useless to think liddat
but, OMG. ok stopit stop it. k bye :D

GET A LIFE PLEASE -.-

2009-11-21T22:50:00.000-08:00

-'-
i didn't wan to rant on this post.
but seriously, it's jus getting on my nerve.
fuck him please.
seriously, want to know who's tht person right?
i don't mind blogging his name here.
please.
and my mom say talk what talk in a nice way
KP.
he's not nice to me why should i nice to him first?
think ok. this is th first time i scolded him kp.
why? because i've long tolerated enough.
i jus can't stand his fucking lj attitude please.
whatever is it
i jus HATE my family
FML.
know whywhy?
cos they jus side HIM everytime.
EVERYTIME.
every single thing
-'-

please throw that lanjiao attitude from you life please -.-

Tired..

2009-11-21T04:31:00.000-08:00

Hais.
jus have some thoughts that run pass me ytd night
and th whole of today
and i belive tht my fever will get well soon cos i nvr
think of my fever
maybe that's good.
but not v. good fr me
duno why
but i've been thinking th same thing over and over again
and one thing, i could conclude is that.
i'm tired of being a base.
forget it if you dun understand
anyways
i feel like eating candy canes out of sudden
it's not because of christmas or anything.
but it's HEHEHEHEH.
my all times fav. candy
Still remember, every year's christmas,
i would visit Robinson's children section, when i was young
because th children clothes at that time really fit me
to a T
and i like it.
but when i grow older
i prefer to go to Marks and spencer or Mango fr clothes.
and then, what i'm trying to say is.
i finally realised that i'm not a child anymore
i mean, you get what i mean?
i have "in a way of mature" taste fr better things.
ok. cut this rubbish.
had this terrible dream ytd.
but after i wake up.
i can feeel how much i love someone.
it's about losing 2 of my love ones.
not completely lose them.
but jus that
lose fr a period of time
ok wait.
i'm confuse on what i wan to say alr.
and, forget it then..
:D
anyway, i shall continue to think abt "that particular topic"
again.
so i shall blog another time :D

what if i'm not th on who lose you
but i changed heart, and you're losing me.
how would you feel then?

MIA.! PLEASE

2009-11-20T04:24:00.001-08:00

i have this urge to mia right now.
seriouslyyyyyyy.
should i mia fr awhile? i think i should..
kk
byebye :D

MIA TILL TOMORROW

FML.!

2009-11-19T20:37:00.000-08:00

-Deleted Previous post again

FML -.-
Honestly, i don't effing understand how human beings feel.
and i'm getting lazier to look into th problems.
k anyway, jus FML!

ok.
i think this holiday fr me really suck.
i duno why but during this holiday, i gt alot of things
i wan to do, and i wan
and seriously, i get none complete.
know why?
My moooood jus simply spoils everything
thanks to irritating ppl tht spoils my mood, almost everyday
every different ppl
jus lazy to go and care alr.
FML again
no.. maybe i should MIA.
try it one day.
MIA fr 2 days
ok, i admit tht sometimes tht i've weird taste fr music.
SERIOUSLY.
and i jus love some cute song.
but not baby looney tunes.
let you listen one ltr :D

hey, seriously, i really feel like disappear fr jus one day
:D
i guess it'll be so damn fun plus cooool
super coool right?
ok, i will do tht one day
i swear it's gonna happened
Not texting anyone, not replying anyone,
not going to go outing w. anyone, not talking to anyone
JUST DISAPPEAR.
kk, it really sounds
FUNN
anyone wanna MIA together?
ok whatever.
:}
i think i'm feeeling rather ok now.

1. complete holidays Homew. please. it's driving me crazy.
2. Daiso! :}
3. catch at least 3 movies. {left 2!!!} (left w. 2012 and new moooon!)
4. Ice-skating...........
5. THAILAND! :D
6. Christmas gift exchange pleaseeeeeee.
7. Celebrate christmas w. friends or maybe someone special.
8. shopping w. cousin.
9. Buy everything down from Mannnnngooooo!
10. Please let me study math and get them into my brainszxszxszxsssss
11. Make me "grow a little greedy session" :D
12. before "grow a little greedy session" cut off 3 kg :}
13. stop having sweeeety tooth!
14. my superb Year-end sale w. mommmmmmy! hope i can buy things
tht i ever wannnn!
15. Get a super coooool boots thats gonna have my shoes size -.-

MUWAHAHAHHAHAHAHH. that's all i wan fr my END OF YEAR HOLIDAYS.
not forgetting band days are minus. hais.
but nvm, i belive those band days are able to help me w.
Number 12 and 13!
*Grins!
ok. shall post till here. *smiling broadly now.

k, this is th video and song tht i thinks tht is cute

30 POST!

2009-11-19T07:06:00.000-08:00

Is christmas here yet?
i can feel th christmas vibes alr :}
ok. decided to post my dearest picture cos i'm seriously missing
him alot.
i jus wan him now
anyway yeahhhh.
he's v. sick now.
so get well soon dearest.
:-*
Lalalalalalalal
k. shall hope tht he get a good rest at home
guess he's sleeping now.
he hates fever alot
HAHAHHAHA
goodnights and sweetest to all, dearest & to me

29 POST!

2009-11-18T20:27:00.001-08:00

-Deleted :}

Second post

2009-11-18T08:11:00.000-08:00

:{:{:{:{:{:{
i am , sad..
v. v. v. v. v. v. sad.
Don't tell you why!
nehmind.
try using twits now.
iiex ame nortsxz fweelingx wellszx.
Dunch knowiexsz ifie iiiex shudxz goeexz ferx bandx tomorox
shudxz iiex goiezxsz ferx halfx daex bandx or fullzxs deas
bandx practicex.
miie headx issh berix painiie rightsxz nowiiex.
And iiiie berriiiiiiiiiiii Hatexzsxz Usingxzs twwwwiiiittts!
k. i think you dun really understand what i'm trying to say.
so i shall put one w.o twwwwwits.
i am not feeling well.
dun know if i should go fr band tomorrow.
should i go fr half day band or full day band practice.
my head is v. pain right now.
and i v. hate using twits!
:}
think i dun feel as sad as bfr.
tyvm! :}

,I miss you, my dearest.

29 POST!

2009-11-17T22:45:00.000-08:00

not feeling well.
whole day was fuck pissed.
been v. tired fr th past few days.
so i think today can be a rest day fr me to slp well.
-'-
i duno why but th upstair have th Drilling sound fr th whole day
i can't even slp
AT ALL.
i really hate it.
hate those drilling sound.
like as if it's drilling into my ears.
and seriously
i am seriously not feeling well.
my Temperature have been going up down up down
suddenly v. high. then high, then low. then v. high again -'-
th runnny nose is ok to me.
but th throat like gt thing stuck in between.
sticky things.
really not th right feeeling.
hope those ppl upstairs could quickly get their
drilling things done if not i won't have
good times at home resting
oh and ppl have been falling sick during this month
hope they could Get well soon.
and Dear is sick too.
hope you get well soon too.
i wanna have a good rest at home
have piano ltr.
k byebye :}

28 POST!

2009-11-13T08:58:00.000-08:00

:}
Helloh.
today is jus plainly bored.
Deardear made me cry today :{
LOL...
cos i think i'm not fit to be her girlf.
but nvm
i'm lucky to have him :D
:D
i love him
k lets talk about others.
hmmm.
Talked to jade today
it's so damn coooooool.
know why?
we talked abt our hatred.
and yeah
we hates ppl who dun respect and still,
wanna gain some respect from others.
and tends to act big in a Team.
And well, Bias towards members.
doesn't makes any Better to th rest
right?
laughing at someone mistakes when you know tht it's wrong.
hmmm, funny?
and zomg.
some fucking retards doesn't have th habit of saying "Sorry.."
hate it when they dun even say sorry
EEEK.
shall post again next time.
byebye :D

27th post!

2009-11-12T05:03:00.000-08:00

No comments fr today
i will jus keep it to myself instead of blogging out
jus abit too tired.
Exhausted over things that happen around me.
Seriously no mood to do anything now.

i'll never be your dream girl.

i can never do th things you like,

you wan me to do. th feel is worse

than hell. but seeing you smile

it means alot to me. sorry that

i'll nvr be your dream girl.

26th post!

2009-11-11T04:13:00.000-08:00

Helloh!
Feeeeeling Happpppppy now.
lalalalalalalal.
Walked to sch w. my dearest today.
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
Shit
come to think of my holidays
it's really shit.
i haven even go on shoppping fr like
staring of th holidays?
Suck suck suck suck suck.
i saw a Tv, th person's hair is like 1.64m long
Puhlease.
she need to comb her hair fr 1hr.
wash her hair fr 1hr.
damn crazy one ley.
like ohmyg.
sian.
tmr still gt band
so tired..
:}
but ok lah.
can see my deardear :D
Love him alotalot.
i miss him :{
k lah.
duno what to blog alr.
<3 him. :D :D :D

-/Publish post.. :D

25th post!

2009-11-09T09:46:00.000-08:00

i Can't let go~

Teeeeheees!
Talking to Mr. Daniel.
lol.
anyways
i have started watching Gooooooong!
Princess Hours.
i know it's a Old show.
but hmmm
anyway. i jus wanna watch it again
i find it nice.
lalalalalala
thinking Abt Mr Zhan Yongren now.
kk.
alrighties.
duno what to blog alr
byebye ! :D

24th post

2009-11-08T09:01:00.000-08:00

Helloh.
Perfect fifth month i have w. my boyf. :}
Yeah, it's perfect though we have some quarrels in between
but anyway.
it's a really boring day today
makes me puke :{
oh yah.
th blogskins Bandwidth exceeded!!!
make me so tiring to find a new one.
nvm.
hmmm, we i duno what to post anyway. but
this holiday is a bad one :{
can't wait to go to thailand!!!
hmmm.
i duno why but i suddenly feel tht i love
my dear alot.
Hehehehe.
duno why.
but yeah, heheheh.

Whenever i say, i love you
he will say, i love you MORE.
i could not deny tht i hate it when
we quarrel.
hmm, i duno how could i explain tht feeling
but heheehheh.
i love th feeling when we hugged each other.
TeeHeeeeee.
and he is Indescribably Cute!
and yah, wanna see his cute picture?
:P , Not letting you to see.
Only if you really wan, then ask it from me
and maybe by tht time, i will consider if i should let you see.
k anyways.
it's v. late now
so i shall end here.
byebye.

oh yah
P/s : And not forgetting this BlogShop.
sells great stuffs with handmade things.
i really love it.
esp. th eiffel tower.
which i love th most :D

iloveyou ZhanYongRen

23TH POST

2009-11-05T06:53:00.000-08:00

Specially dedicate to "LATECOMERS from 204"
ok.
this post is really special
:}
shocked tht i will dedicate right?
in fact, i'm venting my anger here.
-.-?
tell me how you feel abt this clique meant to you
a place where you come and go?!
i think tht this clique mean shit to you.
you say, LEAVE, you LEAVE.
you say STAY. you stay.
exkills me.
this is not a rubbish bin fr you to come and go.
what we promised last time?
we promised to stay together no matter what.
we even have a rule, th rule is *Can't Emo!
and i guessed we even promised tht we must clear all our
misunderstandings
but after huiyi told me what happened.
i jus think tht this clique meant shit to you.
i'm not trying to be sarcastic, i'm not trying to make you angry
but why dun you try?
we've build this friendship up to this stage
and now, you tell me you wan to leave
why dun you try living in our shoes?
how much we felt fr this clique
how much we wan this clique to be forever
how much this clique wan each other not to be separated.
how much we wan this clique to share each and everyone's feelings
and even though we're sad, we still have you to help us.
even though we dun have a life-partner, each and everyone
of us in this clique MAYBE can do much more btr than our
soulmate.
you're jus not doing how we used to do.
is jus making me feeling angry and upset
we've been together fr 2 years.
and even th v. last day, you wanna leave.
i really duno how important this clique meant to you.
i jus duno how you feel.
but you feels tht it is not important alr.
and you think there's no thing fr you to
clear th misunderstandings.

- What i'm typing out now,
is what huiyi and i are sharing th same thoughts.
sorry if it's hurt you.
but we jus dunwan to see it fall apart.

22th POST!

2009-11-03T20:15:00.000-08:00

{/Edited}
I HATE PIANO, TYVM!
PIANO SUCK -.-
Y U C K S

every lil' Heartbreak going into her..

Hey! obviously, i am not th one who is suffering from
HEARTBREAK!
it's jus a song lyrics :)
realised tht th post bfr tht is th 20TH post?
but i wrote this post as 22th post
cos, i've mixed up one of my post with th same
number!
kk, i know it's complicated/don't understand what i'm trying to say/
don't give a damn abt it, so, i am telling you ONLY NOW,
skip this part :P
hehehh.
i've lotsa things to say!
but i jus duno how to.. :(
well, yeah, gt my new phone
dun even know how to use after exploring.
think it doesn't suits me. :)
i still prefer my LG secret than my HTC touch diamond 2.
k.
had band ytd and blah & blah & blah.
was super slpy so this few days slept bfr 12!
but monday, i slept at 2:30 a.m. :P
rotting at home is th most sian-ness thing!
hehehehe.
ilovezhanyongren^^
don't understand?
nvm.
k lah
i've lotsa tags to reply.
so lemme reply in this post!
goodbyes!

START OF REPLIES TAGS ;D

Xin Ying (:: YOYO Tiff ! Felling better ? (:
Reply : YOH YOH! Yeah! much more btr tyvm! :D
Jeremy: Ok, diam.
Reply : ?
Brendan: the sony ericsson phone is named as
Aino theres another one with 12.1 megapixel which was
featured on television is also named as Satio
Reply : why you gt so many infor de? but i dun need them anymore! :)
Nellie.: Sweetheart, Relink L-emondrops.blogspot.com <3>Reply : Sweetheart<3!>Reply TYVM! you're like a fan of my blog :P
TzeYee♥: jiayouuu (: TAGGEDDD
Reply Thanks! :D
♥./PearlynT: YOYOYO! i've relinked you! & tags oh [:
Reply : YOHYOHYOH! tyvm fr relink and tags!
TzeYee♥: yoh, relink uhs. hohohs, thanks
Reply Sure sure :)
dawn: link meee
Reply ok.
KYNA(:: HELLO!funny and playful twinnie!<3>Reply Hello! <3>Reply : Hahah, talk to me more often, i'll credit you
more more more&more!
huiyi: eh, i reopen my blog le. go tag and link me! thanks uh.
Reply At last, you reopened :) kk suresure
Jade: Tiffany Chan! CHEERUP BABE! . loveyou
Reply Hahahah, Alrights, loveyou too!
huiyi: tiffany! cool down!!!
Reply Bring me a refrigerator to do so :P
Jade: Haha relax. buy your phone from online. its faster and easier
Reply Hahahah, nvr try bfr :P
TzeYee♥: yoh, chill uhs. smiles (:
Reply : Bring me to fun place to chill out and i'll chill! xD
♥./PearlynT: TiffanyChan! Tags Oh! LovesYouMuchMuch
Reply Pearlyn Tan! tyvm oh! Loves you muchmuch too!
huiyi: thanks for your tag!! tag you too!!!
Reply : hahahah no problem! tyvm! :D
End of tags replies

20th POST!

2009-11-01T20:07:00.000-08:00

fuckup!
fuckup!
fuckup!
fuckup!
fuckup!
fuckup!
fuckup!
fuckup!
fuckup!
fuckup!
fuckup!
fuckup!
fuckup!
fuckup!

fuck phone!
come to think of it, i don't really wan to change alr.
keep telling no stock
say wait wait wait
say september.
then ltr say mid or end of october.
now november, still need to wait one more day to get th
handphone on my hand. Evening time
then now tell me tmr -'-
might as well i don't take uh?!
mus wait so long, might as well i stick to th handphone
i'm using now since i jus used it fr less than one year?!
ccb -.-
Don't talk to me now
fuck handphone.
bye!

19TH POST

2009-10-29T08:13:00.000-07:00

everybody's changing cos i duno why :}

heyyy!
i have a extremly bad bad bad flu
headache, sore throat, flu.
yah..
HAPPY LAH!
i'm feeling so GREAT...
results, still oh-kay!
life still so normal/ordinary!
love th LATECOMERS th most
^^
k.
tiffany chan needs some rest now
byebye!

19TH POST!

2009-10-28T09:05:00.000-07:00

na na na na Everyday~

hmmm, mood wasn't any better.
but i jus guess it got worst.
mood is like fuck :{
had a terrible nightmare jus now
but hmmm, how i wish it's gonna be true.
settle it once and fr all.
taking me fr granted...
being "a perfect person" in your mind is jus seriously,
hard to be.
i've enough of being th "perfect person" in your mind.
it's jus so hard to be
i can't be th "perfect person" doing 2 person's job
stop making me being a "perfect person" and doing all th jobs.
please..
i hate you.
deep down from my heart.
and i've said bfr, you made my heart gone cold.
please stop appearing in my mind.
i'm superly imperfect superly full of imperfections.
bye.

YAH!
AND THANKYOU FR GABRIEL'S CONSOLATION!

-p/r! he wanted me to credit him by him, jus saying a few sentences :P

18TH POST!

2009-10-27T06:37:00.000-07:00

我的心寒了。。。
什么话也说不出来。
我累了。
真得很累。
心累了。
神经也累了。
我真的需要时间。
时间让我能够冷静
我累得说不出话来。
现在的心情十分的累。
i am feeling super duper tired.
i really wanna have a rest.
let th roof came in and th truth came out.
it's really pain...
really had enough
enough..
it's really hurting myself again and again.
one and another tissue papers being pulled out.
really going crazy.
真的快要疯了。
heart gone cold.
i really have nothing to say alr.
really nothing.
goodbyes ppl

i've gotten tired over this relationship..

17TH POST!

2009-10-25T08:13:00.000-07:00

this two phones is what i wanna buy
i find it cool.
i jus love th htc one.
super cool.
i've saw it on th tv once.
but, i dk what brand was it.
so i jus found out recently.
happy happy!
but i am sad too.
know why?
cos huiyi is sad!
k lah
nothing to say le.
k byebye :}

16th POST!

2009-10-24T10:54:00.001-07:00

I've lost a friend..
but now, it doesn't really matters to me anymore.
cos ihateyou and you.
-.-? -.-? -.-? -.-? -.-?

_________________________

Mhmmm hahahha
was blog hopping around.
ans came across to a person's blog.
there's this malay song.
hahaha, it sounds quite nice.
kinda like it though
lalallalala.
remembered some unhappy stuffs.
:}
though, it's a PAST tense.
but i still hate th sight of you
didn't use my facebook fr DAYS.
yeah, wasn't really free.
and all thanks to tht fire, my laptop is gone
and have to share comp w. my brother
it suck-ed.
dad's laptop is in his office.
really suck.
i think i'm really really random.
k lah.
don't wanna be random anymore!
:)
k. byebye :}

i will nvr pick up your calls anymore.

Replies of tags
LMS: Here's your tag and I know your secret now! WAAHAHAHAHAHA.
-Not going to tell anyone my secret, right? :} hehehe.. tyvm :D

Jade: You've put in your best! so don't think your results are horrible. there's improvements, yeah? hahaha! as long as you've improve you can see your effort there! {: much (L) jiayou kay!
-hahaha, there's no use thinking of it alr. much love too. you too! :D

TzeYee♥: if u've done ur best den be happy abt it! relax after exams... hohohs, u can do it one luhs, jiayous! (: byeee
-i'm so blank when it comes to me ): know how bad it feels. thanks. byebye :}

LMS: Tagged. ;(
- tvym :D why sadsad?

Jeremy: tagged. (:
-Thank! :D

{/end.}

15TH POST!

2009-10-22T08:16:00.000-07:00

sian lah.
so damn tired
-.-
tmr still gt, REH/{"band practice?"}
half sian-ed
k bye!

14th POST!

2009-10-20T08:37:00.000-07:00

so bored.
i'm jus plain bored.
talking to gab now.
hais.
jus abit boredboredbored.
not abit bah.
maybe alot :)
and also.
hais.
nvm forget it.
i jus feels tht my heart is kinda empty.
dk know.
but, yeah..
and th feel is jus so strong
ok. whatever.
oh.
and i watched some model falling down during their runway.
erm, it's not because i wan to be model{definitly not wan to be}
but i jus watch fr entertainment.
and yeahh
i think i should jus leave th links over here
to let you guys enjoy, or maybe laugh?
:}
Models facing difficulty part I
Models facing difficulty part II
oh.
and let's not talk abt funny things or any entertainments ^^
talked abt my HORRIBLE results.
cn't really belive tht i put in "some" effort {more than mid year}
th results is either DEPROVE or no change.
but fr exampls like chinese? literature?
yah..
improved by ABIT
still remember i failed my lit last year.
so funny.
and well, i failed my art :}
thanks to, tht bitch.
i think. ppl in my class will know who's tht bitch i'm refering to..
and well.
of cos right?
some retards too :}
alrighties.
shall stop here
it's getting late now. [12.07a.m.]
{not really}
kk.
goodnights and sweetest dreams to all~
:}
.
..
...
....
.....
......
.......
........
still looking?!
hahhaa. okok :D
BYEEEE!

i jus think, you're no longer w. me.
and, whenever i need you th most, you're jus not w. me

but him

ffrfr

Replies of tags here! :D

JIEXIN : sorry :{ will tag you asap! :}
TZEYEE : tagged you alr :D
ALICIA : hahaha. ok. cya.

-end :}

13th POST!

2009-10-15T21:53:00.000-07:00

.______.
hehehehehe
i duno why i keep blog hopping today
then suddenly visit NUM website
wth.
so cool :(
andandand, i jus realised tht th brand's picture is actually a
sperm or maybe it is a sperm
hahahah
but th things over thr is super cool.
ok. have nothing to say now.
see if i've things to say ltr.
hehehe

ican'tstoplovingyou.
ican'tgiveuponyou.
buti'veenoughtofit.
idunwantocryfryouanymore.
idunwantosadoverfryoualr.
i'mtiredofgivingyouandyoujuskeeptakingit
withoutgivingback.
iamtiredofpullingbackandhangingon
sorryandsorry

TWELVE POST!

2009-10-15T08:20:00.000-07:00

:)
had a fuckup day today.
was a pissing one.
really hate it.
i really hate it.
was happy in th morning today.
cos i finally could __________.
and jus fucking retards fucking blacks indian jus
drink th water w.o swallowing and spit out.
and i placed my art on th chair to let it dry
they spit 3 full mouths of water and my whole final piece was gone
had to draw, rub and rub and rub
how much patience and heart i had put into it.
it's jus gone like a wind
really had a bad day after tht.
i'm jus lazy to elaborate.
exams are still alright.
thanks fr th tag ppl.
:}
hope you guys could get beautfiul results alright!
take'care

-but i'm jus really sorry.
given up is all i can say
cry and cry and cry.
doubt you know .
it's ok :}
thanks..

ELEVENTH POST!

2009-10-10T23:58:00.000-07:00

Hey!
it's been sucha long time ever since i post right?
cos i'm kinda busy
hehehe.
cos exams this week!
and it's th streaming
i guess everyone has been mugging hard.
hehehhe!
ok.
i feel like saying, i kinda love Number 2.
i duno why.
but no. 2 is a perfect number
not too much and not too less.
hehehhe.
i think i'm jus v. random.
hehehehe.
boredbored.
ok lah
mom nagging me now.
shall stop posting and start mugging.
alrights.
shall see me in th next post. :D
All th best fr your exams and..
yah, tht's abt it.
:}

TENTH POST!

2009-10-05T05:51:00.000-07:00

I am so damn fucking retard!
can you belive that i did smth v. v. harshly
i'm sucha a bitch!
i jus feel like killing myself th moment i did tht
i jus can't control my fucking useless hand
MF!
i duno what i'm thinking!
i jus hate myself bcos of this matter!
i hate it!
ok byebye.
i jus, can't forgive myself fr tht...